Xx The End Is Beginning xXTraining at CPTC is coming to an end soon. Going for shift duty (again) tonight. Sunday night was pretty exciting. We did plant troubleshooting that night. "Column flooding!" "Vessel empty!" "Why no flow?!" "Jia lat. Interlock already." "Furnace tripped. GG." That was probably the best time ever at CPTC.
Anyway, CPTC final exam this Thursday. Same story, haven't studied a single bit. Going back to school next week. It's the beginning of the final semester. The fact that 2.5 years have passed is quite startling. How fast time passes (sometimes even when you're not having fun).
Went for drinks with a friend last Tuesday. I realise my past 2 posts have been about drinking. Haha. Damn. Anyway, talked a bit that night. I wondered why I ever worked so hard at Sulzer for. Was it worth staying till the middle of the night? What did I get out of it? Maybe a little sense of project ownership, but other than that, zilch and zero. It dawned upon me that no matter what I did, I'd still never be able to edge "Wonderboy" off his idolized status over there. There was once when they were discussing who to bring along for Sulzer DnD. Obviously, "Wonderboy" was the prime selection of the millennium. So, I'm cheap rotten meat along Bargain Aisle? How very flattering.
The biggest "fuck" was the photo album made
especially for him. "Do you want to write anything inside?" For
fuck I want to write anything inside. I haven't even seen that fella once. I vaguely recall this comment made by someone on the train. "You don't expect to get one ah." Wow, so I'm not worth the effort la. Even if you didn't have the intention to make one, I also did not need to hear that. It kinda seems you guys were also pretty half-assed about writing a few lines in the card for Ai Wei. Whatever happened to the "我们会买个礼物给她的。"
I'm officially letting this one out because I don't want it to bug me anymore. It was a stupid mistake (mistakes) on my part. Call me competitive or attention-sucking. It's just me. There's nothing I can do about it. I'm sorry if anyone is offended by this, but I'm just saying what I feel. Ha. One more lesson learnt from Sulzer. =) Well now, this is
one less beer to drink for.
Anyway, off to write my CPTC logbook. Auf wiedersehen.
// Citizen Erased @ 11:31 AM