Xx Mid-Term CPTC Test xXCPTC mid-term test this Thursday (or was it Wednesday?). Haven't studied a single bit for it. Just wasn't in the mood for it. I simply no reason why as well. Just didn't have the motivation to open up the madly scribbled lecture notes.
I really feel it's quite (not fully) a waste of time over there. Anyway, I don't feel the panic of being unprepared yet. Another thing I learnt at Sulzer is to take things slow. The more you rush, the worse job you do. I think back of all the rushed quotations I've done. When the customer comes back with queries to your proposal, you'd think why you overlooked it in the first place. So if you see me having this "Heck Care" attitude, it's not that I don't give a fart about it. I just don't see the need to panic, yet.
Oh yeah, regarding the Industrial Attachment results. I've put it behind me. I just remembered what my colleagues stressed to me. You can't stop others from comparing you, but you should know where to set the level and work towards it. True, I'm really disappointed that I didn't get an A+ for this, but I shouldn't have compared myself with others. There just isn't a point in doing so. So what if I've beaten you, or you beat me. I don't need this to reflect my brilliance or amplify your "superior-ness". (Haha, what a snobbish line.) So yeah, I may not have obtained my desired grade from working at Sulzer, but I've definately learnt a lot of life lessons there.
Wonder when I'll start revising. Hmmmmm.
Cheers!
On the sidenote, whatever happened to these 2 beside me? I guess it's time to move on and find a new clique. I hope I'm not wrong to feel this way. I'm not abandoning this friendship, I've just left it out in the open. I think I've tried to save this friendship, at least.
P.S. I look so swollen (not that I'm not now) in the past! And damn, wish my facial skin was still as good as back then. =(
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