Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory
Linkin Park - Meteora
Linkin Park - Projekt Revolution
Linkin Park - Reanimation
Linkin Park - Minutes To Midnight
Good Charlotte - The Chronicles Of Life & Death
Good Charlotte - Good Morning Revival
Matchbox Twenty - Yourself Or Someone Like You
Funeral For A Friend - Tales Don't Tell Themselves
Funeral For A Friend - Hours
Funeral For A Friend - Casually Dressed and Deep in Conversation
+ Select songs from Muse, Yellowcard, Evanescence, Savage Garden, Blah blah blah, etc., etc.
I've been having periodic urges to consume alcohol recently. In fact, I just downed a bottle of beer that I secretly bought while my parents were out. I know one bottle isn't alot, but it's quite comforting. My mum saw my empty bottle of Corona from last week and said I was becoming a 酒鬼, alcoholic in other words. I think it shall be the last time I secretly consume alcohol, makes me feel guilty instead of better.
Don't get me wrong. I may be beginning to appreciate the taste of beer, but that doesn't mean I drink till I'm in a fucking stupor. Quote Wikipedia, "Initially, alcohol generally produces feelings of relaxation and cheerfulness, but further consumption..." You don't have to know the rest, I don't and will not drink until that state.
Yes, I am going through a bumpy patch right now in my life, but I'm still able to function well. If not, I'd already have jumped off Platform 9 of C-100. In layman terms, C-100 is a distillation column at the training plant and Platform 9 is at the very top of it. Jumping off the top of really tall things = death = not good.
It kinda seems I'm making myself miserable, perhaps. But I guess it's just human nature. I've lost many good friends and I shan't hide it. Yes SG, I don't know how you feel about this, but to me, it kinda seems like I no longer know you anymore. I'd still Hi to you on the streets, but I might not ask you "Got time for some catching up?" It's not too late to salvage this friendship, but I have a slight hunch you wouldn't do anything about it. Don't get me wrong, this isn't what's upsetting me. Ho.
Anyway, we all gotta move on. Meet different people along the way on our lives. Right now, I think I'm pretty much stuck in the mud.
Thanks to You (I think I better not put out your name, haha) for listening to me. I'd probably have crumbled by now if I kept it inside. But, thinking back to the first conversation, it kinda seems you got yourself tangled into my mess. Haha.
Thanks Francis, for understanding. Simple. Wait, he doesn't have my blog address anyway. Ha.
Thanks to my Poly classmates and friends. Special thanks to Harvard, Shaun and Reuben. You guys are great. Wagner, thanks for visiting my blog. Ha!
Thanks to all unsung heroes. You know who you are. If you don't, the only qualification needed is "having made my life better in any way."
This is it. Till next time, Auf wiedersehen!
P.S. Harvard! When's our outing at Timbre gonna be? Ha.
Funeral For A Friend - History (Acoustic)
Dear friends of this academy Romeo is bleeding to death To see a friend bleed to death, what for Some kind of metaphor that I cant see? So I'll drink until I see it. This sky will make me sick So I'll give up on you I'll give up on this This sky will make me sick So I'll give up on this I'll give up on you Archers in your arches Raise your fingers for the last salute And bleed this skyline dry Your history is mine So you want to hold me up and bring me down Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down I don't care for your sweet scent Or the way you want me more than I want you I don't care for your sweet scent Or the way you want me more than I want you Archers in your arches Raise your fingers for the last salute And bleed this skyline dry Your history is mine Archers in your arches Raise your fingers for the last salute And bleed this skyline dry Your history is mine.. It's all mine...