Xx Facade xXIt's common to associate smiles with emotions of joy and euphoria. Yet the smile may just be a facade, subtly concealing one's underlying troubles.
I really wish I knew what's going through your head. Is your superficial expression reflecting what's really going on beneath the skin?
The more I dig, the more I uncover, the deeper I get sucked into this pitfall. Sometimes, I wonder if just being totally ignorant would free me. But, is it really possible to find bliss in ignorance?
In any case, time is running out. I have a gut feeling I will probably leave this unresolved. I know I often tell Elaine, no matter what decisions we make, the most important thing is to not regret it. Perhaps, sometimes there really isn't any option but to resent certain decisions we have made in our lives.
Unhappy things aside, for now. Went for Sulzer's Sports Day yesterday. Whoa. Got this dreadful feeling when I received the email from the Recreations Committee. There was no way of escaping this event. Anyway, it was held at Yishun Safra Club. Activities were Slab Wall Climbing, Air Rifle Shooting and Water Telematch.
I didn't climb the wall, 'coz I was feeling too "Sianz-ed". Shot at the Air Rifle Range. It wasn't that bad. Last was the Water Telematch. I don't know what got into me (I think it was the heat), but I decided to join this event. It was pretty fun actually. Haven't got into a swimming pool for a very long time. Anyway, I screwed up at one of the 4 games la. (At least I did contribute to winning the first round ok?! Heh.) In the end, my group (Green) got tied with Red for 1st place. But because Red got into "1st Place" more times than we did, they won the overall event. Grah. Stupid!
Anyway, I hope the other team mates don't have any hard feelings on me. Jia lat, scully I get a rubbish bin thrown over my head and get beaten into oblivion on Monday when I return to office. Tee hee. Anyway, I haven't claimed my prize yet from the RC. It's a thermos flask, I think.
Shall post photos if I do get them. Till next time, Auf Wiedersehen!
// Citizen Erased @ 1:50 PM
