Xx Change: The Inevitable? xXAlright. Common Tests have ended last Friday. Haven't been online much, mostly because I don't feel like it and my Final Fantasy XII calls out to me. Frankly, I don't know why people have really bad opinions on FFXII. Sure, it's been changed a lot. But change is something you have to adapt to, so quit whining, you bloody pussies.
Speaking of change, many people around me have changed a lot. They say Rome wasn't built overnight, but attitude adjustments don't seem to follow that "law". Ever since I talked to you that Tuesday, I don't seem to know you anymore. Frankly, I didn't want to go out with you guys that Sunday was partially because I was afraid (besides the fact that it
was my Father's birthday).
Afraid of what? I don't have a clue either. It just seems like there's ice all around. It could be because of the lack of communication ever since we stopped Dota-ing. I'm sure most of you would've realized who I'm referring to by now. I guess I still need a little more time. I realize you've taken the first step to break the ice, but I guess I still need more time.
I was chatting with Harvard last Friday. We were talking about what we were going to do during the holidays when he asked "Your Clique
lei? Disbanded already
ah?" I replied with, "Partially disbanded, I guess."
Am I the one cut out? I guess so. I feel like the ground of common topic between us has been diminished. (Firstly, I wanna reinforce that "we" refers to the clique, not only 2 persons. Whereas "you" is a different thing.) Barely a year ago, we'd just walk up and down Orchard Road without a care in the world. Yes, I may not understand how you feel or your need to talk about it, but people have to move on. And I'm still trying. I know you don't ever read my blog, but if word ever gets to you, you'd know whats going on in my mind.
I don't know if what I'm doing is right, but I hope nobody reads this the wrong way. It's just a treasured friendship thing.
Anyway, I just got ill today. Nursing myself back to health. Hope I don't pass it to anyone tomorrow at the Sushi bar. Heh. My deepest apologies if I do. Lol.
Au revoir!
Breaking News
ExxonMobil wants to interview me first for attachement? With Weijie?! I'll be like utterly dwarfed, not in terms of size but in terms of quality. It's like small warlock see big warlock (literally translate to Mandarin). Hahahaha! Expect the worst. =/
P.S. Dr. Lim doesn't know how to spell my name. Sad.
// Citizen Erased @ 8:30 PM
