Xx Frustrated, Underperforming, Unmotivated xXFinal exams starts this Saturday with the 1st paper, AnChem. Yup,
this Saturday. Why am I here still blogging away then? 'Coz I'm totally unmotivated and frustrated. Every time I start on a post-CT topic question, I'm stumped. I used to be able to blaze through 3 or 4 past year papers in a day. Today (and yesterday), I've barely
completed attempted one, with tonnes of reasonable doubts with my answers. I seem to be lacking a goal, an objective.
Have I let my guard down? My driving force seems to have been broken down. Even the dissatisfaction in myself for scoring 61 in the last AnChem test isn't propelling me forward.
Butterflies and Hurricanes ain't helping much either.
I haven't, and never will, completely give up. But it's also time to realize, staying up here ain't so easy afterall. I'll have my comeback, some other time.
"You're working so hard
And you're never in charge
Your death creates success
Rebuild and suppress"
- Ruled By Secrecy, Muse
// Citizen Erased @ 6:21 PM